That its true that in life never turns out how you plan.
I like to think iam pretty messed up at the moment, theres alot going on, But when i truly think about it....
I realise that all of this , is so menial in the great scheme of things.
There are two words my mind has become friendly with lately, They are the terms 'menial' and 'delusion' .
As most of you know i went backpacking in NZ in November 2005. There was indeed a purpose to it.
I like to think it was a bit of a self discovery thing, But i was disappointed to come back and feel no different.
It was the reflection of the trip over the past 2 years that made me realise, It